layin here in bed at 1am. Lonly. Depressed. Its mentally exhausting not comeing home to someone. That will be here for me. Thru the good andd bad. That for no reason other then they genuinly care. Laying here in bed at 1am. Wishing there was someone here for me to tell me hopes dreams fears and worries to. Where didd i go wrong? What did i do to deserve no happiness. Laying here in bed at 1am.....where is the one i long for? Im a good guy sure. Not the best looking ok. What did i do so wrong? Laying here in bed at 1am. No family. No real friends. No one special.......laying in my bed at 1am..

No real friends ? I'm a friend and I'm real :)

Happiness is within lil bro , it's a state of the mind . Think that you are happy and you will .. Never underestimate your power . You can soar like an eagle if you like to..

Rainbow. Dont take the fo personally. Anyone i talk to on here. On forums. Is just a username. They..sorry to say. Mean nothing to me...

Ohhh that's sad!

We are hiding in a username perhaps but we are people with real feelings . I could give you one example . I met heikz here , we haven't met in person but during those " low " moments of both of us .. We stayed to each other's side ( virtually) and it was a huge help ..

But then to each his own & I respect your opinion .

Its not just you sis. My family disowned me yesterday. My own ****ing family...i have no one. Whs wrong? IS it because i dont makke 150k$ a year? I mean i have my own place. I dont even get a second glance. Sorry. Just in one of my moods.

You don't owe anything to anyone. You don't need to give anyone satisfaction. You don't need anyone's approval. Live your life the way you want to. Learn from the past, but never dwell on it. Focus on the future, but enjoy the present. You might be on the right track, but if you just sit there, you'll get run over. If you are at peace with yourself, you are never truly alone. Keep walking.

Your right andres. Ill keep moveing. Only thing i can do is strive to be better.