Im a real great guy. I do alot of great things always nice, friendly, sweet, kind, sounthern gentleman. I am emotionally unstable because of my very rough past. I have did some things ive not proud of. Ive married a ***** for one. I used to be a streetracer and not to mention alot of suicide attempts over my time period. Rough times in my adulthood. Im a very great guy. Im not a crazy ******* most people judge me as. I dont know what im doing relationshipwise i am always 110% for the lady emotionally physically and spiritually as in thoughts. I am a very affectionate guy and love a passionate relationship and sex and affection bonds the relationship. Well idk what im doing wrong give a woman everything and love unconditionally but its never good enough. I am always heartbroken when a girl leaves me. I never had a family or loved emotionally inside. Thats all i want is to be loved. So when im heartbroken i get this emotionally feeling of bad thoughts persay bout death no life without love. So yall are probably think im crazy for posting this. But id like to know whats wrong with wanting to be loved?

Yah i feel for u couse im also feel the same but i stil hope that thers smone out there,mybe il be a lucky girl one day.dont loose hope keep trying.

@Busie: i agree...stay strong...stay focused and a girl will come ur way and accept u no matter what...it how ever does take time

@junebug U said it all there honey. Theres absolutely nothing wrong with wanting to be loved and u will be, if i was closer id like to kick that person u live with rite in the behind to say it nicely. Dont give up

@junebug there is nothing wrong with wanting to be loved. I do think from what i have read about you. Your working to hard at it. Try to relax and let it happen naturally. As for the death thoughts thats depression and we all get that.