You wake up next to the one you Love. Take a shower.eat breakfast and go to work. Come home to your loved one for dinner. maybe a movie. Then go to bed. Wanna here the truth..... You wake up, only to realize nobody is there to share the morning with you... force yourself to get up when all you wanna do is lay there and do nothing,,,be nothing. but alas you finally rise up from bed. skip a shower. go to work on empty stomach. People at work ask.."Are you ok?" You lie "yes, im fine". You make it thru the day somehow. Get home... Slowly puts the key in the slot..then stops. You then realize once again....this house is as empty as your heart. You open the door to the house. One day hoping to open the door to what was your heart. Drop your things at the door. You walk into the house and go back to bed. Still aint ate... Who cares right?You just wanna lay there and not do anything. You wanna sleep away this so called life of yours... If you cant sleep,,,you swallow yourself up in some game. pretending to be someone else. You know you must do something other than some game... But....cant.... All you do is create scars... Why cant you leave people alone?The people that care about you want to help you. But you cut them off....why?I know why......... You want to be relied on as you need someone to rely on... You NEED someone to be with you....to ...love you. Not to be like a crutch.. But you are so much stronger with someone. When your with someone, you are someone. All you wish for is to be found. You aint strong without someone.You can be but your emotions are holding you back. That can be a good thing if your with someone. But it can be the devil itself if your alone. Let someone in your heart.. Open up your emotions.. Learn to Love again.. But... That part of me died a long time ago...

So heartfelt and true, thanks for sharing

Thank ya.