I’d be lost without you my best friend.
I see the desperation in your eyes.
I know what’s in your mind.
I keep talking you back from the edge,
Because I am selfish and I need you.
And you know I’m no good at matters such as this,
And expressing my thoughts gets harder
With every tear that falls down my face.
But as I sit here I keep asking myself:
Who’s gonna take the place of you in my life?
Who’s gonna give me advice like you?
Who’s gonna help me with this dating thing?
And who’s gonna take your place as one of my maids-of-honor?
Who’s gonna take the place of you in my heart?
So here I am selfishly asking you to stay around for me.
But also, for the future you could have…
Whose wedding am I gonna help put together?
Whose kids are gonna call me Auntie Megs?
Whose house am I call ‘my second home’ if you’re gone?
Whose husbands gonna treat me like their little sister?
Whose family am I gonna be a part of in place of yours?
Won’t you please stay for the future that you’ll have one of these days?
And yes I know, I put myself into it, because honestly,
I can’t see my future without you my friend.
I know it’s tough, and you’re at the end of your rope,
Dangling off the ledge but please, I am begging you…
Stay a little bit longer…
Please?
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I wrote this last night as I talked to one of my best friends, who is feeling depressed and suicidal. I honestly don't know what I would do without her in my life. So sorry if this seems a bit on the sad side, but I wrote this while I was literally crying and trying to picture what my life would be like without her here... the mental images sucked.

make sure she s it! it shows ur deepest feelings and love for her,honestly got emotional myself

@justbmyself: she has, I sent it to her when I knew she was online so I would know she read it. and thank you

@mrb89: oh my gosh megan, this is brill, i hope your friend will be ok soon

do you write alot or its just one of those momental things,u capture a persons feelings when u write and thats art!

@james85: thank you, I think she will, I've all but convinced her to come visit me for a bit, to get away from what's causing her issues.

I do write a lot. Most of my writings are on here, but my best writings are the ones I do in the moment, like this one.

Aw! loved it:)

@Sammy2: thank you

and if at all anyone is selfish,its not you but her 4thinkin of takin her life knowin so many lives wil be affected.