The reason I cry at night is because I'm tired of being a toy...a puppet being played with. Just once I would love for someone to be honest with their feelings for me. Not tell me what I want to hear...Show me what I want to see...Feel what they think they can make me feel! I want to be told, shown and feel what is really meant in their heart! I can't tell someone I love you because when I do they turn around and show me that they're just like the one before them that I told I love you to....A cold, heartless, coniving puppet master. My heart is behind a wall until a true loving hero can set it free from the strings of pain. Make me the first and only choice...not second in line.

i wish u luck, i been there its very painful

Been there done that ,i truly can relate to your emotional pain. But i somehow pulled through ,and i am positive you will too , trust me please , be a little more patient and your puppet strings will forever be banished from your puppet persona. Your friend SHAWN.

While I can understand where you are coming frm and sympathize with you......all the "puppet masters" controlling you women and playing with you make it harder for us real loving and caring men to actually GET to show you because after being played with so much whether you mean to our not you block your heart and we have to pay for their mistakes. But at the same time theres a saying " if shes worth it you wont give up. If you give up youre not worth it".

Thanks ya'll! I'm making it, just patiently waiting and keeping an open mind and an open heart (as best as i can). But I don't see every guy as being the same as the one before them who caused the heartbreaks.

@6764066: Thanks, you're sweet!

@HAZE454: That's very true, thank you.

@butterfly6577: thank you, sweetie and yes it is very painful.