I am not really sure if I really want to date anyone. "Why did you join a dating website?" It was mostly out of boredom. However, a few weeks ago I did end up talking to this guy, but he has changed his tune about everything for whatever reason. I actually really liked this guy. Now I feel like I am back in the same boat I was in as before. Sitting here confused with no direction. I wish I knew what it is that I want and how to get it....now I feel like this was just a giant, pointless rant. -_- Carry on.

sit, a second an think clearly. dont be confuse. most of us guys mess up at times. i mess up my last relationship in i really regret it. now am all alone an if i did just stop for a second to think i wouldn't be singing the lonely song

Well for one dont worry over him. Continue to make friends and be a happy you. When you meet the person you cant live without you will know what you have found. Dont ever give up. Always be yourself and enjoy life. But be patient.

well i actually prefer to meet women in person, because most, but not all in whom i text dont even bother texting me back any ways. But then again i love the company of younger women. Women my own age bore me very easily. Dont want to grow any older with a old wrinkly woman by my side.

Yeah, I really need to learn some patience. I really need to think about all this a lot more.