This is officially the worst day of my life. I got cheated on.

I don?t even know where to start. I am seven months pregnant, exactly where I don?t want to be. Feeling extremely lonely and once again feeling like I?m damaged goods.
I (F25) just found out a few hours ago that my boyfriend of three years (M29), the father of the baby I?m pregnant with, the man I fell in love with was somebody?s husband of four years. I lived with a lie for three years.
I should?ve understood from the way he suddenly had to move away ?for work? I thought he could?ve been cheating but I never thought that I was the other woman. But I was. I feel disgusted by myself. He has been cheating on that poor woman for three years or probably even more. She apparently thought he moved away for work. Same as me.
She sent flowers to the place he used to work at (we used to work together, that?s how we met, that?s how I found out about the flowers) and I found them. I read the card, thought it?s been accidentally sent there because she was mentioning how much she missed this guy and there was no guy like that that I knew of. Until I read the ending, it was his name, I put the pieces together, I called him, he confessed. He broke up with me before I could kick his ass over the phone. The funny part is, he went away to meet another lover he had. He didn?t even go back to his wife. His poor wife thought that he was still in the city I live in, working.
I am so stupid, so upset. How could I believe all his lies? I am scared that my pregnancy?s gonna get affected because of this. I am financially stable but mentally... not at all.
I am raised by the ****tiest people in the world, as soon as I turned 18, I left them. I never contacted them again, cut all of our ties. When I thought that that part of my life was finally over, I am once again heartbroken. I am once again sad. Once again no one?s choice. I don?t know what to do.
Thank you for reading until the end, all of the comments will be appreciated.
TL;DR I am pregnant, my bf cheated on me- cheated on his wife back home. I am heartbroken and don?t know what to do.


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I've been in ur shoes. Just focus on the baby and being strong. The right man who will treat u right will come along when u least expect it. What goes around comes around. That jerk will get his.