So my ex was ganna give me one last chance to prove myself an it turns out he hooked up wit some chick not only did he lie to me he also ripped my heart out chewed it up an spit it out i want to scream an holler at him an hurt him as bad as he hurt me but what can i do im nothin to him any more an im never ganna get him back i wont ever feel his love again..........

Don't sound like any kind of love id want from a man. If it was THAT simple to hurt you, why would you want him or that behavior?

I agree with brite here you dont need that crap ur better off without him

It is completely probable that you will get over a breakup at age 19. Death on the other hand is kind of a one time thing.

The deadliest
weapon in the world is a Marine and his rifle.
It is your killer instinct which must be
harnessed if you expect to survive in combat.
Your rifle is only a tool. It is a hard heart
that kills. If your killer instincts are not clean
and strong you will hesitate at the moment of
truth. You will not kill. You will become dead
Marines and then you will be in a world of
s*it because Marines are not allowed to die
without permission. Do you maggots
understand?

In most cses i would just ignore it an move on but ive never been able to fully move on from him yes he is an ass but he also has treated me better then alot of other people have ever even thought of treatin me

At 19 sweetie you don't know how a MAN is to treat a lady. You've only dealt with boys. There's a big difference

Forget about everything, just move on with ur life, if he meant 4 u he wil be back with no force, Pray for agood coming man,GOD wil help you