I had met an amazing woman on here recently she had been so good to me. Not being judgemental of my looks or self. She cared for me, made my heart grow was very deep and touching with her words to me, was very open minded like myself and could talk and share anything with, with out the fear of judgement. She said she loved me and was a caring man and we clicked real good, she meant alot to me. But before i could blink she had been heartbroken and sad, and i really didnt intend for that with all my heart. Now she said shes moving on and still holds on to me as a good friend. But now im heartbroken that she had sobbed tears of pain. I just hope we can still be friends after she has healed. After feeling her heartbreak i am no truely broken over it. Idk if such a great girl like her that lives closer to me will ever teart me as well as she did. Dont know if any girl will like me besides her girls have always rejected me all cuz i dont suit their standards of looks been rejected all my life and cuz of it no one lets me in, and cuz of my very hard time im still a virgin, never kiss a girl and never been on a date cuz no one wants me ive failed for 17 straight unforgiving yrs before i met her. I just dont know if i will ever meet another who will want to love me like she did, and be as open minded as she was and cute, caring and very beautiful like she is. Idk if there is any beautiful girl that would want me anymore i try all my life i have i just cant get any thing to work ive tryed everything in real life and nothing does work for me. She was great to me and idk if i can find another, just a bit sad. Hope some day my girl of my dreams the one i seek will find her way to me before i die alone never loved and still a virgin. I hope she still remains in my life as she will always be in my thoughts. Just hope i dont have to be sad and alone this much longer as i feel sometimes to take my own life, ive had it very hard with girls in my life and hope i find a good caring one like her.

Don't worrie there is alot of girls out thair who are like that. Hope you find that girl again. Good luck. : )

@MikeN2012: bro i feel ur pain im constantly rejected and the few that dont already have a man

@littlegirl1970: Thanks. I hope there is girls out there that were as open minded as she was and as beautiful as she is that would want me that lives fairly close to me, i cant afford to travel out of my state to meet some one so she has to live in NY, and be as cool, open minded, beautiful, caring, and deep as she was. I have been rejected in real life all of my life cuz im never good looking to anyone i meet in real life. In real life girls have been very mean to me, and always think its great fun to reject me all cuz i dont have a great bod, some what bad teeth, beer gut and not very good looking. As far as my real life goes with girls and all the rejection i have faced since i ben 13 i just get the feeling i wasnt ment to have anyone. Its just i dont think anyone would understand the lifetime rejection i ben thru and still be a virgin whos never kissed despite how much i try, girls just dont like me and i dont know why. I have mostly everything on the inside girls look for just not the outside. Idk if any one wants me.

Don't be so down on yourself. I know what you mean. I have the same problems.

it's hard to find that special some one. Especially when people only go by looks.it's not fair.

@littlegirl1970: Yea tell me bout it. It really isnt fair. I have ben rejected all my life since ive been 13 cuz im not good looking enuff. To me, yes looks do help, but it should be the last thing on ur list when looking for some one, and know them before u pass judgement on them. Why do girls always judge a guy for his looks, they think oh hes not good looking im not letting him date me, kiss me or ever sleep with me. I have gotten it all. Just dont know why looks are so damn important to girls. I may not be that good looking but at least i have an attractive inside. Girls need 2 stop judging on the outside it makes me sick that most women only care about looks. Thank you for posting hun i know i can be down alot but if anyone is hurt as long as i have and STILL be a virgin at my age then ppl will c thats why i am the way i am