As of an hour ago my life changed. Sucks when everything you dream about gets taken away from you in a blink of an eye. I will not let this stop me I will fight it. I over came cancer and am 18mths cancer free. But am now trying to come to grips with being told there 90% sure i have Multiple Sclerosis. Hoping the drs are wrong in there finds but if not I will deal with it and never give up.

I was molested as a child by everyone close to me including my father. I had alot of resentment towards men, still do to this day. I look at relationships differently then the avaerage person, i cant help it. My father was in prison when i was 23 i recieved a phone call saying he had kidney failure and had 6 months to live, he had diabetes since childhood & never took care of himself, anyway, he had made parole but had nowhere to go, after recieving that call i prayed and asked God what i was expected to do, i was told i was made in His image, if Jesus can forgive him for what he did to me then i should to....so i did!! My life took a turn, i got my father out of prison and into a nursing home, i visited EVERY SINGLE DAY, took him riding around, brought him lunch, went to every docs appt, even had a phone installed in his room so he could call whenever he wanted. I lived for my daddy at this point, everyone says my love is what kept him alive, his 6 months turned into 7 years. I miss u daddy!!

@Briteeyes1211: I can't imagine being as forgiving as u. I detest people who take advantage of children (or anyone weaker than themselves) no matter who they are. It speaks to how big ur heart is for u to be able to forgive him AND take care of him like u did. Kudos

@Ram Thanks. It took me a long time....i have forgiven but unfortunently i will never forget. Without prayer i would of never been able to truely forgive and thats the truth. My daddy was a cruel person to many, but by the time of his passing he was a changed man, i believe my forgiveness and love helped show him the light, so im thankful for that.