@Briteeyes: if this has lasted more than a month, i'd recommed looking in your telephone book under GUIDE TO HUMAN SERVICES. most of the services or free and it sounds like you need a more trained ear. The woman shelter can help or guide you to the most helpful services you need. your a happy soul and all involved in your life need the real you back. no fake happy you, is going to work at all!

I swear i wouldnt know where to start if i was tell yall what was on my mind lol :/ i just hope things get better soon forget i go insane lol.

For not forget lol