I just can't settle my brain down, and I'm fidgeting more than usual. Sat in my bed, covers all over, couple of cats lounged about. I am tired but I can't seem to sleep. Been trying for near enough 2 hours. So I just thought I'd waffle on a bit in a thread. Its ok not to comment, I'm just bored and kinda amusing myself.
I'm really excited to be spending my first whole weekend with the bf(theatredrummer), its the weekend my son goes to his dads so got a couple of free days. And we are spending it together. I'm nervous actually because I've not really liked anyone in a very long time, but I'm excited as well. He's already told me he's very cuddley, which I'm not, so I hope my awkwardness doesn't put him off. I have to be really comfortable to be like that with anyone. We have no plans, think we are going to wing it and talk for hours and get to really know each other on friday, saturday I've got friends coming over, so we can order in food, have a go on guitar hero and just hang out. I'm pretty giddy and I have butterflies in my tum, constantly.
He is in france at the moment with work, he rang me before so he is not even been on here. But when you read this P, just want to say I'm really happy, you make me smile and bring on friday <3
Sorry people for incessantly rambling on. Maybe I'll be able to sleep now :)

lol im so happy for you i hope all goes well and your really open so that will help cuz he will know how you feel,your a strong girl and he will just have to understand that,your like a watermelon you have a strong shell on the outside but your really soft and sweet on the inside you just hide it lol but yall will be just fine

Very nice gd look and it only 20 past 11 im red hot here no covers window wide open cant cool dwn

u can sleep b4 12? Lol i cant

Yay, I'm happy for you. Hope you'll have a great weekend. Enjoy from it as much as you possibly can! :)

I've already told him I've got my guard up. If I feel like I'm being mugged off in any way I'll be like 'see ya' Its worked to spare my feelings so far. I've been called cold hearted by ex's before because I can just end a not good relationship and never look back. I don't chase after people. They either like you or don't. Or it works or it doesn't. I may have a mouth on me and can sometimes go off on one but I'm not a complete b*tch. Just want to meet the one, create some happy memories, be all soppy and romantic with someone and be happy. Think people can relate to that. We'll see. Its exciting the start of a new relationship and I'm just going to be little old demented me. How are my bff? Lol
I'm hungry now but must not snack. Bowl of cereal won't hurt though.
Wanted an early night and all I'm doing is banging on like an old biddie in a bingo hall(talking non stop like an old lady and her friends at bingo) :)

It may be before 12 but I've got a son who insists on getting up no later than 7am. Plus had stupidly late nights this week. Wanted to get a good tens hours and be up and at um in the morning.

Heartlessangel. For my sanity I have to go to sleep before 12 :)

Its not hot here. Most of my windows are open though. Had some scorching days haven't we? Can't sleep if its too hot though.

Way hot here n only dwn round and most girls r heartless lol take no notice