I thought i'd share a little more of my story to date when i joined the site i felt lucky and privaliged to be talking to so many people, i exchanged numbers with Shaz but she didnt start texting me for awhile, two weeks before my course started i had a terrible and vivid dream where i shot myself, and i believed it to be a premenation of what my mindset would be like if i didnt get the two things (a job and a lady in my life) by the time i turned 30. The very next day Shaz started texting me, and i felt so grateful, she told me about herself, and i told her about me, even eventually telling her the worst thing i've ever done. I then told her that i'd like to come and meet her and she said yes and on that same day i told her i loved her for the first time, i didnt expect her to say it back but she did. Now we speak on the phone every Saturday and when we finish talking i feel a joy ive never felt before. Now ive made some mistakes these past few months, alcohol fueled mainly, which is why im not drinking no more. What else? I miss my mum but i know she is kept safe in care. I love dancing and most of all i love all the friends i've made, ive come a long way since my story part 1 :)

i love your story. its so real and sincere.

@ashley8626: thank you! i typed the first part of my story way back in June/July when i joined the site and well its been a very crazy 6 months, im actually surprised ive made as many friends here as i have :)

youre a good guy. very sweet and kind. you have a magnetic personality that refreshing because of your openness and honesty. alot of men could take a lesson from you!

Oh my gosh i really dont know what to say but thank you so much, you are a great friend. :)

Very good story. Interesting profile as well.

if u have any classy single friends send em my way haha jk

@ashley8626: haha, i will do :), thanks again, i really mean it :D

You're awesome James.... :hug:

wow, this is a very nice story of your life james. I enjoyed reading those very special moments. I am so glad you are in a great place now and you have found love. It does make quite a difference doesn't it? You are also an awesome friend! :)