Single again. It actually hurts a little more than expected. Apparently, after everything we've been thru the past few months, all the feelings we had from our past with each other...the fact that i was COMPLETLY faithful the entire time...even with him being in prison...All leads up to me..''Not being what he wants anymore''. Thanks for filling my head with , oh i'll never leave you . your my girl blah blah blah. Before you realize you don't want me anymore. I can't beleive this happened....Just goes to show though that the only thing that stays the same is , everything changes. Nothing good ever last forever. Sometimes the people you scream and cry for at night because you just wanna be in there arms so bad.....Can go from I Love You to I Don't Want You. 0 to 60 . Okay . Im done venting..

awh i am sorry to hear that sissy!!! I hope you are okay now!! Just forget those people who made u sad/feel down!

@BeautifullyBrokenn91: I have no doubts that you'll find a much, much better guy!

Keep on venting. Get it all out. And don't forget to kick his teeth down his throat

Most def going to do ALOT better this time .

lol at teeth down the throat. Sorry that's terrible but pretty funny! Girl, he is not in a good position now. He can not tell you things to make you happy or make you feel good and secure with him. He's just in a bad spot. But, Im sure he understands his own dilemma. There's a lot of maybe's and angles and I know it's difficult to simply go back from 100 to zero in your love. Do you think he's being mean to you on purpose or do you just think he's going through this and is lashing out in frustration?

i don't know...i went from hearing from him twice a week then nothing for like 2 weeks. i finally hear from him again and he said im not what he wants . so i don't know . but he told me to throw away the letters there just words and not to write back.

Hmmmm....

And what is it in your heart to do right now? Cause I do believe that if you don't follow your heart you wont be happy in moving on, even if it's inevitable and the best thing to do. You'll have to reconcile with your own heart. Im not bsing. I really do feel you on this and with all the hurt and sadness aside what's truly in your heart will matter.

@BeautifullyBrokenn91: :( im so sorry my friend, if you need a friendly person to chat to, im there for you ok? :)