@ rainbow butterfly. How do you think I feel. I trusted her completely. She has spoke behind my back on several occasions in the past because I thought when you loved someone you forgive and forget. All my friends have warned me not to trust her and I still can't get my head around it. I feel such a mug. She told this other girl via fb she was only coming here to get away from her ex who is bothering her and she wished she knew someone else in uk instead of me. You find this hard to believe I've got her first letter of her name tattooed on my ankle. And its been 12 years so she knows every little secret I've ever had. All my friends on facebook are being supportive. My house isn't fancy like hers, it may smell a bit, I've got cats, I don't have much money but I spent loads this weekend on her. More angry than upset but I've cried once and that's it. Wish I never pestered her to join here. Never want to see her again. This is the truth.

You don't have to believe me. I'm through caring if people believe me or not here to be honest. I just wanted to vent on here a bit because we have over a hundred mutual friends in common on facebook. And I needed to just say what's on my mind and get it out. And not have tons of people all running back to her. I'm not falling out with any of yous here because I lost an actual friend today and that's all I'm bothered about.

I agree with lexa she may have felt jealous of you your the one that stood up for her years ago and you said she use to be fat so sense she has slender up a bit she may feel the need to bragg about it in make self seem superior to you im sorry that you long friendship with this woman may come to a end :( im really am but as friend of yours im going to try to comfort you as much as possible in try to put a smile on that face so dont be sad vampdoll you were a great friend she wasn't so dont feel like a fool in any type of way ok :)

I know how u feel. I lost a friend on here bcuz SOMEONE was going bhind my back spreading gossip. Woe be unto them if I find out who it is. All I know is that its a newer "regular" out here.

Kim I don't know you personally and I don't know your friends too. I only rely to your stories days ago that's why I said if what you all wrote was true then perhaps you are just angry at the moment that's why you are telling this stuff because whatever I'll do , I can't understand you and your story . Go back to your old threads about how you describe your friend and you'll understand why I feel this way ...

And some of the people here will not believe me whatever I say or not. And fair enough. Don't like me, don't trust me, then just ignore me like I'm doing to you. And I'm not starting drama either. Or spending hours explaining myself. Someone I thought was a good friend hurt me. Needed to talk about it. End of :)

I wasnt born yesterday....i maybe old but iam not dumb sooner or later the truth will reveal and come out ...it always has and thats all i have 2 say 2 this whole story telling mess!

@VampDoll: so sorry doll

Yeah I'm angry at her. And I don't need to go back at look at my threads. I already said I feel a fool for happy I was she came over. I don't want you to understand me. I'd just appreciate if you and others did not even talk to me. I'm not here to make friends with everyone. So you don't 'get me' that's not my problem. Just ignore me. You've been doing a good enough job of it so far and its been better. Sure you all got your close mates here so we don't need to talk. It feels like you've been waiting to jump on something I said that you deemed to be not right. Well you got too now. Have a great day :D

No offense vamp but sometimes threads like this seem to be a pity thread or a "look at me" thread. Kinda like u constently need people telling u that u r good person, ur pretty, sweet, kind and not fat. Ive noticed ALOT of ur threads where others are having to reassure u that u r great. Is that what u r after when u make these "ranting" threads? Cuz its gettin kinda ridiculous. No offense ofcourse, sorry ur friend did that to u, but also like u said u came here to vent cuz none of yalls friends r here and neither is she, so she cant even defend herself, its a one sided story. Thats not exactly fair