Every boyfriend I've ever had has physically attacked me[F27][M26]

So to preface, I am 20 weeks pregnant. My bf today lost his temper, destroyed the car seat I just got as a gift, threw a knife across the room, then got in my face and started screaming at me. He told me I needed to "shut up before I hurt you"
I'm in shock. This whole argument started because I said that teachers actually do make a decent living compared to most if they make $40,000 a year. I said if they're married, they make $80,000 a year. And he accused me of constantly bringing up marriage? I was so lost that he would get upset over what I said that I yelled at him and told him he was acting like I was obsessed with him or something, implying that I've been trying to secretly bring up marriage every day and I didn't even want to marry him.
He lost it and kept saying why did you bring it up like he mentally snapped in the head.
This has happened to me before but not with him. With my last boyfriend. And the one before that. They don't have anything in common with each other. I dated an ex service member who worked as a chef in a fancy restaurant, a computer techy guy in computer repair, and now a construction worker.
Different ages, different home towns. Different personalities. But they all have one thing is common which is that they either have hit me, pushed me, or destroyed property while threatening me.
I'm starting to think it's me. I'm starting to lose trust that there is any man who can be with me and not hurt me.
Tl;dr keep getting hit or threatened by men who otherwise have nothing in common


Source.

Ding ding ding, we have a winner! At least, her choices anyway....

I'm so glad you're bringing a baby into that situation.

We'll be seeing your face on the 10 o'clock news as a domestic abuse turned to murder. Your poor child will be brought up in that shlt cause you can't stay away from jerks. Good job mama.