Every serious relationship I'm in, fails tremendously. No mutual ending, no; me ending up being left without an explanation and I have to act like it's okay. All I ever do is wait, and then I lose the person I love. I don't get it - I'm loyal to the end without a doubt and I get treated like this. One day they love you, the next they don't.

Sorry for venting, but it hasn't been the best day. :(

Life sometimes is not a bed of roses n;b you are not the only one in this boat am also a crew member

It just sucks. You think you can have a future with someone, then they just leave.

What i do most sometimes i decide not to think about it most times i wil go to the bar and take some few bottles of beer

Just be thankful they left BEFORE you invested some kinda future with them...i.e., marriage, kids, etc....

Take time off for yourself, do what you wanna do for awhile....learn to be happy being single. Then, after youre sincerely happy and satisfied with your life, someone may come along that adds to your happiness. If they do, take it further. And if they dont add to it, or worse, they take some of it away from you, kick em to the curb...itll be easy because youve already proven to yourself that you can be happy on your own.
Hang in there and good luck :-)

Thanks! I know I can be happy single, I've done it before and can do it again; it's just hard to act like everything is all right when you truly care about someone, it's not easy. I've been hurt so much that I should be used to it, but it hits harder every time.

I have felt how you feel many times. I honestly just decided to give up, and then I met someone who was actually serious about wanting a relationship. Most of these dudes out here want to play games and it sucks getting caught up; but you're beautiful and smart, won't be long before a good one scoops you up! :)

Thanks! :)