Well try to find.....wait, MAKE some time for you....however you gotta do it....and cry, scream, cuss the world, whatever you gotta do....just dont keep that stuff bottled up....u know where I am if ya need to yell at someone ;-)

Sorry for your loss...just be calm most times...things happen...trials,temptations...but it's all gonna make sense someday...like they have said..u are a strong babe...so be the strong you.also lost an uncle on Sunday..and alot has been happening of late to me...but what can I do???I have cried I have yelled but is it gonna bring him back or correct this stuffs happening,NO!! I just say to myself"calm down,u will be fine...its gonna make sense someday"cheers!

@impeccablesossy: sorry for your lost. But losing somebody and watching a man shoot his self in the chest so calmly. Than as he is bleeding out he looks at you and says please pray that I just die. To know that you wasnt a good enough reason for them to want to live. Being covered in blood is another thing. Normally when somebody dies you moarn and hope to see them in heaven. When somebody commits suicide you don't have that hope.

25 yrs ago my best mate hung himself and i am still wondering why and what could i have done but i keep coming up with the same answer nothing and that really cuts me up ,theres no reason to the things that happen

I got nothing to say that will give you comfort. But I know that many things are given to those that are strong. Just remember what doesn't kill ya makes you stronger

@SuckItUpPrincess: thanks dear I understand

Thanks everybody. I'll eventually be ok. I just have to keep myself busy until then. Funeral is Saturday so hopefully after that I can start to heal

I am so sorry. What tragic things to deal with.

Thanks. Im feeling somewhat better tonight. Just angry