That something is wrong with me. Word of advice, don't give second chances and don't believe anything anyone tells you. Don't be surprised if I delete this account.

I've been where you are, I'm sorry

Just ignore the haters/losers/dicheads its not you its them

@SweetNothings: People suck....take EVERYTHING online with a grain of salt until proven otherwise......and I wldnt get too down over smone Ive never actually met....aint worth it. Have fun, laugh.....just dont expect nothing too serious.

And dont delete....just walk away for a few days

@SweetNothings: You know where I am if you need a vent sweeter, sending James hugs

This doesn't just happen to me online though. It's whatever. I give up on it.

Make you number 1 in your life... Anybody else needs to actually earn a place in it... If they are meant to be in your life they will be

Everybody has self doubt, fears ,self loathing, anxiety even me its just natural but you need to take a step back and have a look at what you like what your good at and what makes you happy and put those things to the fore and concentrate on them

@SweetNothings: Get drunk, cuss, fight, .....and itll be better tmorow lol

I was doing a good job, not worried about anyone but myself...and I let my guard down.