@Bigdude1981: After everything I have been through these past few years I can truly say I am happy:) Not content-but happy:) I am happy my kids are grown and they are happy and healthy-my gbabies too:) Im happy with the dear friends I have made in this life, and I am happy to be alive another day:) Oh...and Im not crying all the time anymore-lol So yes-Im happy;)