Ill give it a go but this means i have to showing her the dark side of my life witch i never wanted to show people i dont even like to talk about it

But show her how much you have changed also. If she cant handle it then she not the one for you. I stand behind my man i may not agree to everything but it doesnt mean i will walk away from him over his past or an disagreement. And if he walks away from me then he wasnt right for me.

Yeah dude, show her ya past, then show her how it made you the man you are today, the one she fell in love with. like brat said, if she walks away, she wasnt the one for ya. cuz ya gotta be an open book. cant shut out anything, no matter how bad it is. cuz yall are walkin that road together. so be honest.

She fliped out i phoned her and said you wanna meet my family and friends she said i thort you was an orphan and didnt have friends XD shes on one

Well, thats kinda why you dont say stuff like that. when the first ask stuff bout ya, dont tell them youre an orphan and stuff. tell them the truth. most girls are perty understanding. but youve also got girls whom dont give a crap.... ~_~ number one rule to a relationship, do not lie. xD but better luck next time. or if ya want, try to patch thing up. let her know you were afraid to reveal these things. she may give ya another chance. cant promise nothin though.

I didnt say i was an orphan to her. I just never siad i have family or spoke about them and she.s ****** off hahaha ima in the doggs house now

I dunno what to say then bro. sorry