@Yeiszha: thanks i really needed to tell me like it is i really appriciate this

U still dnt undrstand why she put u used u 4 l0ng time. ? Ok, i'll gve u example. .

Take a empty bottle, filled it wd water, nw try to cover it with lose cover(not d original cover) ok, then let the bottle up side down, what do happenend? Is leaking ryt? Nw put the orignal cover, cover it up. .make up syd down. Its perfectly fit ryt? The loose cover is '' You'' she used u to cover thos hole and kep her love 4 u, but she realized u nt perfectly fit enaf so she turned back to the orignal cover knwing this is what she reli ned!

Undrstand'? If u still dnt get it, hit the bottle on ur head' joke' . .:-)@Bigjohn0628:

Ur welcum, . . I was been in that kind of rlationship b4, im just saying to u what i've learned. .

1st love never dies. :) and it happened to women and men. :)

My sons dad left me to go back to his 1st gf and now they r getting married. Just hold ur head high. U didnt do anything wrong. U will meet sum1 and then u will forget her. x

@Yeiszha: lol i needed tht and a gud laugh thanks

@Bigjohn0628: ya- i will tell you straight-up. She was a B*tch & she used you. You were her -rebound guy. And she kept you around because - you treated her like she wished he did. DO NOT TAKE HER BACK- WHEN SHE COMES CRING BACK TO YOU ! SHE WILL ONLY HURT YOU AGAIN !

When she broke up with you, and from going from what you told me, you were probably her rebound guy. Yes, it was 5 years of dating BUT, she never truly got ove the ex. She most likely used you in hope of forgetting the other one and in the end it didnt work. Now, for leading you on for so long, thats purely depend on the woman. Either she thought it wasnt going to go that far and didnt wanna lose you just in case, or she was plain mean. Keep your head up and dont give her the pleasure of knowing how much it truly hurts for she just might crawl back, not for love, but for pity.

@omegawolf29: now that were not together i get to thinking y did i let her do all the sh.. She did

@Bigjohn0628: because baby -you wanted to believe that she love you. you are not the first- & you wont be the last, to put on blinders - so you dont see what you didnt want to. just to keep the dream of a love -alive.