That's right! The scum bag that ripped my heart out finally apologized. I've asked to see him so I can get closure. He's being honest at this point, but I still need to hear it face to face. I told him id leave my gun at home if he left his lol. But anyways, I'm seeing him tomorrow

Good luck with that

@Briteeyes: brite if i could come over and tell him off for hurting you i would do. but you know im behind ya all the way

@Briteeyes: Gudluck swtheart sis!:-)

Well u can tell him that he can bring the gun without the bullets lol and gudluck .

He hurts you. But he realised that what he did was wrong and apologised to you. So, please, TRY to FORGIVE him. It Is NOT easy but just try. It will free you from inner pressure.

@Briteeyes: I'm just curious, did you ever let him now that he's not all that great

@SockRockerMafiaPrincess: I came extremely close as I was cursing him the other night but didn't. the closest I got was telling him he's a p*ssy and u know what they like D*cks....he was leading a gay guy on by sending pics and flirting. I thought it was sick, he thought it was humerous. But no I never mentioned his bedroom performance, I was nice in that that department so far

@Briteeyes: that is sick... I think he us really just a person that isn't happy with himself so he thinks leading other people on and seeing how many people he can get will make him feel Better

I am seeing him tomorrow just for this reason. He asked why he deserved my forgiveness and I said he don't....but in order for me to come to terms with it, I must find peace and forgive him in my heart or I'll never be able to move on. I'm still angry and hurt, but I have to do this for me, not him