I mean what's the point? All we do is find someone that we talk to. We really like this person but I can't have a relationship with my phone and my computer. I need physical contact. Hugs kisses sex. And I keep finding these ones that are to set in their ways. To comfortable where they are. The only person I've been able to talk to on here that I can talk about anything with is Brite and I stopped texting her and I don't know why. I can't do the long distance thing anymore. It pushed away my family and I'm sad. I try to get moving on but what gives. I'm trying to move on but I can't cause my ex keeps pushing me down when She talks about her life. It makes me sick. It just goes to show that I'm a piece of crap and whatever I try to do I can't get away from the bitch. And I'm not good boyfriend material. I'm just no good. I had to rant sorry.

@bigred1219: chin up man...not saying you'll meet the one but you need a few laughs once in awhile. You can inbox bout that one.

oops i tried comein in...hey dont get down it will happen just give it time

hey man dont never look down on yourself you always look at your mistakes an learn from them im young but trust me i have seen alot an im pretty mature i have my days but who dont

@rob1965: I'm not talking about finding the one. I found the one and I pushed her into someone elses arms. I just want to date. I mean a old fashion physical date.

And for the record I'm angry not down

@bigred1219: ok see what your saying. But don't put yourself down. There's enough people in the world that do that for you. Your a cool fun dude.

Ya gotta lighten up & think of yourself bigred, if your ex is holding you back & having you feel that way, Keep well clear of her.. You seem like a decent good man, from what i read. But maybe you should forget about dating & give to yourself. Don't depend on a Woman to make/bring you happiness, it doesn't work.keep your Heart Up, & keep on, keeping on. Stay away from your ex, sounds like she doesn't want you to move on.. Get in touch with your family, their important & will support you..I wish you well Man.

@rob1965: ya they are all east of the Mississippi

@bigred1219: well shoot want me to fill the trailer with some to transplant. Lol