seems like unlucky year of mine .. :(
yeah i guess so as the 1st January, i'd been blessed with stuffs like new laptop, printer for my projects, shoes, dresses and flat screen tv for my bedroom.. So blessed with materials, i should be happy for that.. But no :(( im not happy, good oppurtunities at school were lost.. I can no longer take the Assessment exams which only the chosen students can.. The offer about me being the College governor was now nothing..
I really do feel like im dumped, i dont know why.. Just my year has no good start :( and i guess its now impossible to have a good ending..

The ending isn't written, you can always change the ending. You can't change the past. Just keep your head up high Chie, you'll have it better later on.

i hope soo but i dont have enough courage to go on ..

@missCHIE: You're smart enough to go on Chie. If ya ever need to rant ya know where to find me but never give up.

well Thanks :)) hehe

You're welcome. Now just don't forget it :P lol

@missCHIE: Hey Chie! Never give up even if you have to!

huh? This one is confusing.

But courage is the capacity to meet danger or difficulty with resolve and firmness:) I believe you have so much courage in your heart and mind after the difficulties you have faced at such a young age, that you can do whatever you put your mind to:)

@ Sammy2 : would you become my mom? Hehe you seems great.. :)) just in this site..