good morning everyone, its time to finally admit this, well i dont even know whats wrong but i've been waking up and having some horrible thoughts for the past 4/5 days, putting myself down before i meet Shaz, silly little things like "she wont like me" even "if it does work out whats the next step?" and thats the tip of the iceberg of the horrible thoughts ive been having. I live alone so ive no one person to person to talk to and ive been upset that after my course nothing has changed in my life, im worried that all this may affect my meeting with Shaz, am i getting cold feet or is it just pure nerves?

Hmm. :( I'm sorry to hear that. I have similar problems with waking up in the middle of the night worrying about things. (Of course not the same thing as you, just things that have happened) but all I can say is to try not to let it get to you too much and don't worry. The feeling wont last forevrer. Good luck!

@OFWGKTA: i honestly havent felt this low in ages and it is upsetting me, but thanks for the advice my friend :D

hey hey you. it's gonna be alright. trust me. you deserve this, and it'll work out. and things will be okay.

@james85: Aww my irish brother, Try not let it get to you :) , And you can always pm me bro if you get really down again ok .. I think your getting nervous abit to much, Just relax abit okay.. Yes its going to be nervous meeting Shaz in person but just be calm :) Be positive :) and Think positive bro :) .. Hugs bro :)

Sweety its normal to be nervous and scared a little bit. But your doubting yourself. I have faith in you you are a great guy and shaz is going to fall head over heels for you even more so after you meet. You need to get yourself out of it and have faith in yourself. Your nervous because this isnt a sibling or parent your meeting for the first time but a life time partner. It is natural and normal to feel this way. Good luck sweety its gonna go great.

aww am havin the same thing james. too much worrying bout such stuffs.

thanks so much ladies, i dont know where i'd be without you all. youre all so awesome :)

@james85: you are too James buddy we're here for you just drop any of us a line if you need us

You both will be fine and its natural to feel this way. Good luck to you both james and my daughter anne. Love you both dearly you both are so sweet.