Ok so since ive been here ive met alot of people, loved and lost, and moved on, never to big of a deal. Ok well i have this guy that is just showering me with love....sending me songs like You had me from hello....The love of a lifetime....my love...etc. He seems sooooo sincere. When i first met him i had a crush on someone else, well this new guy deletes cuz he didnt want to be here while talking to me, i tell the guy i like incase he seen his testimony he wouldnt freak out and was given him the chance to step up....well he didnt. This new guy is doing things no one has ever done...or not since i was 15. I dont know how to act, im kinda scared. Usually i know ahead of time im gonna be hurt, idk this time. And then i have this AMAZING friend that i do have feelings for but i dont ever wanna lose what we have. He has feelings to so i dont wanna hurt him. What do i do? How do u open urself up to what might lead to something and i dont mean any bs....i mean he is sincerely a good man. Im so confused, idk how to act. Never had this happen before

@Briteeyes: OK WELL ASK YOUR SELF THIS WHO KNOWS YOU BETTER. and the whole treating you good the first time thing. IS usually not a good thing just be carfull FRIENDS FIRST GOOD FRIENDS LATER. U NO.

Opps double post

@seansonit: yeah the guy i like we are friends but i may have ruined my chances by telling him about this other guy, altho he does have alot on his plate and i could be over thinking it. This 2nd guy only knows whats on my profile. i mean we text but its usually mushy stuff....not the getting to know u stuff. But gee hes so sweet, almost like he was hired to tear me apart later when i fall for him lol. So im just lost in emotions i guess. Maybe i want it to bad so im digging to deep idk anymore

Just be careful. Don't be putty in his hands like some other guy you went bananas for.

@Briteeyes: Aww hey girl look like a rough one :-/, Just be very,very carefull okay, Dont want you to get hurt again okay..

:( i dont want hurt either. I have my guard down for the guy not showing much interest and my guard is up for the man that is showinv interest but dang i wanna put it down

And then theres....well nevermind. im just a basket case tonight. wish i had a drink

@Briteeyes: The one you have your gaurd up for id drop it just a little bit not to much though, Give him a chance, but keep in mind only you can say yes i want you and trust you or no - But *Giggles* is here if you need to talk :) hope you can find a solution .

I just f*cked that up!! Ughhhh. Goodnite all