I really dont know what im gonna do. I dont even have someone that I can really talk to about this crap. I cant even believe it. I thought I had already hit bottom but apparently I was wrong.

If you need to talk, can always message me. Sure you'll be fine. What happened?

No I dont think I will be alright

Well I am here to talk if ya want, can talk here or if you want the problem not to be public can message me but depression or such looks like you can't get out of it. With work, you generally can.

My problem is Not depression.

Well when something extreme happens, it can be accompanied by depression which is usually feeling of nothing left/rock bottom. What's going on though? No one can truly help without at least knowing some of what happened.