very recently i have lost two family members, lost my job bc of a car accident that i was in. Might get medically discharged from the army. Found out that my ex cheated on me multible times in our 2 yrs together. Hospital bills i cant pay, utilities i cant pay, rent i cant pay. Tried to kill myself but my roomate came home early and cut the rope. Ive gave up on trying to find a reason to live. This isnt so that ppl can get on here and say they are sorry for me. This is bc i have no one to talk to about all of this. Also this isnt so ppl can tell me what i should do in this situation bc obviously i have enough on my mind. The thing is that maybe by having a small glimpse into my life you can realize that maybe yours isnt so bad after all. Remember, no matter how bad you think it is, it can always be worse.

TvT waaa kitty know its so hard i cry to meow kitty cry to

@palehorse13: i feel like quiting life a lot but after reading your thread i realise it can be worse. You stay strong my friend. Dont give up.

If you cant live for yourself try dedicating hours everyday to bringing joy, peace or love to someone elses life. I found that i got more from giving to others than i ever did trying to satisfy myself. Youll be amazed at how fast you can feel better just by giving the love you seek to someone else. If you ever want to chat, vent or borrow a shoulder im here for you

Im going to say a whole bunch of **** u dont want to hear so if u really want to give up then dont bother reading this. Im not trying to tell u that its going to be ok. It usually isnt. Life usually sucks and it only gets harder. When i found out my wife cheated i was ****ing devistated. But after an excruciating long time i realized i was better off. When i was discharged from the army i felt useless...something i worked so hard for was torn from my life and i could do nothing to stop it. Over the past twelve years every member of my company.....56 proud and loyal brothers....came home in black plastic bags. I still have bills i cant pay and i dont even know if my kids are going to have a christmas this year. Im alone and scared and have thought about doing the same bull**** u tried. Yur life is never going to get easier unless u make it that way.but one things for sure.....yur going to die. Wether u want to end it yourself is your decision. But remember you only get one shot here. You can choose to be strong and push through the pain and the anguish and end up a better man for all your struggles....or you can be a coward and just give up. Im not trying to be your friend i just want u to understand that everyones life sucks. You might think that yours is the worst but i guarantee u there are worse out there. So just like u said.....it can always be worse.....you could have never got the chance...the opportunity...to live at all.....good luck man...be strong....dont be a coward...

thank you all. It isnt bc im searching for someone to love me. Love isnt it. I have loved and lost. Its about feeling so alone in the world that there is absolutely no one that u can even call your friend

Life is what you make of it good or bad. But dwelling on bad not so good. Always be positive. And cry when you need too. Dont ever let something or someone hold you down. Im sorry for the passing of your friends. And jobs are a little tight. It took me a yr and a half to find the one i have now. But be strong. And good luck.

@Stoventhebreach: hooah. I know all that. Ive given up on trying to kill myself. Bc obviously i suck at it. This thread wasnt even expected to be replied to, i was just venting bc sometimes i have to say whats on my mind and whats bothering me......even if no ones there...

i have no clue what the **** this even is supposed to mean.

im not saying that my life is worse than anyone else's.