well i worked yesterday....that is always boring but no big deal. My mom is ****** all the time lately and yesterday was no exception. I cant get on with my life bc i have my kids all the time unless im @ work. Yet my husband (soon to b ex) is burning and getting rid of my stuff. Oh and broke a table f***ing his 1st wife lately. I got other prob too. I have been the good girl my whole life. Why cant good happen for me???

damn that all sounds messed up, i know the feelin, like bein in quicksand, the more you fight the deeper you sink, but as long as your heads above water theres always hope:)

@rockheart: yea im just hoping things get better soon. I think things are rock bottom.

I know what you are going through. I feel desperate too sometimes. Prayer is all i can offer you. Good women are just as hard to come by. I wish you the best.

@butterfly6577:lol i know rock bottom, and the good part about that is you can only look up from there, things do get better, as soon as you get all of the "distraction" out of your life

@traces: ty i would appreciate prayer.

and start using the power of the word "No". If it isnt to your benefit just say "No" and hold your ground. Start using your boundaries of what you will and will not allow into your life

What you just said is so true, @ butterfly just always remember that and keep your chin up girl!

thank you