Besides my parents to age, iv lost 7 near best friends and 3 good friends to suicide only to find a close friend slashed his throat the other day. Well... Just for my own piece of mind, itd be comforting to know im not the only sponge out there sucking up lifes sorrow to this extent. Please, no sympathy remarks. Youl find no response.

awww am here if u need some good friends :)

@79Shades79: My best friend died of an overdose my grandma wuz cheatin the Irs n got caught my grandpa found out he came home she shot em set their house on fire shot herself my cousin hung himself u ain't the only 1

Ive lost a lot of friends and family this past year to freak accidents. :(

Ive lost several friends to freak car accidents, my cousin took her lyf on mothers day, my bf took his lyf bcuz i was attacked by sum1 and he wasnt there to stop it...note said he jus cudnt deal with wat hapnd and he blamed his self. An ex bf whom i remained very close friends with took his lyf and 2 best friends took their lyf. My grandpa took his lyf and my cousins lyf bcuz she was gona marry sum1 he dint approve of. You are not alone my friend.

Geeeeez....:((

my cuz shot himself he was just in his 20s

ok, no one knows this except those who were there but when i was deployed i watched two of my friends get blown up by ieds, one ripped to shreds by an rpg, all three had to be identified by body parts, i shot and killed a seven year old boy, and had a six year old girl die in my arms.... i am crying as i am saying this. i stumbled upon my buddies pictures while cleaning. i never understood why they died and i lived. i really cant take it when i hear songs they liked or shows they watched.

so brother you are not alone