This is why I stick to myself normally. I love kids and animals so much because they don't judge, they don't lie, and they don't assume. But when I look into the innocent eyes of my nephew, I wonder what is to become of him, too.

@MissNicole2: yeah ur right Ms.nicole , animals and kids don't judge and don't lie .. :) id just figure it out when u said that.. are u ok?

Not even the slightest bit okay. But I am breathing normal again. so in about 10 more minutes I should be back to some what normal.

Nicole ur still young, gonna have alot of heartbreak. Sometimes people hurt others and not mean to and sometimes people try to hold on to tight they push the other away, does that make sense? Dont have self pity, if u KNOW u didnt do anything wrong then keep ur head up and carry on....if u DID do something wrong then try to fix it.

briteeyes , ur right :) but base on my observation here.. mostly young people always get into Life, self and Love drama .. (im one of them though..) and i dont know why.. :D

Lol. Not self pity. Don't worry. Anger management. I know I am young. I am just mad. The only thing that can really get me are lies. Yes I would be upset to lose out on a chance with him. But if I do, I have other chances. That is life. My anger just runs deep. I hold grudges. Its a little problem of mine. :) As for doing some thing wrong, the only thing I did wrong was pick out a cute and sweet guy. Lol. Just give me a sweet one. Cause jeez people go crazy over the cute ones.

That is why I said in ten minutes I would be okay. Lol. Because the anger calmed down. :) I am fine now. Come whatever may.